icecreamgal

Apparently its no secret.
Julian have started blurting out the "news". What the...

And poor me, had to try to keep it to myself, even from my own mum.

Last week was to Weehow, this week (just yesterday infront of me!) Vincent "Ah Lim".
One more - Justin, his colleague. (he said cos this guy was also expecting a baby soon)
and maybe a few more whom i dunno!
Crazy!!
I guess this show he must be very happy for himself.
I should start to congratulate him too!

I forgave him for disclosing to xiaogu last Sat. He explained that he told her because he did not want xiaogu to ask me to do too strenuous stuffs for our house cleaning last Sat. But he told her not to tell anybody. That night, we went to grandma's house for curry dinner.

In fact, I was more happy for Vincent & Dina for they are finally expecting their first child. Dina is apparently in her 5th month. Found out when she shared over fb that she cannot eat the yummy sashimi.

Oh, before i forgot. Adelena knew too. She caught me at the SMH forum and told me her surprise as well. Great.
I wasnt so looking forward due to her kiasu-nature. But what to do?

But compared to them, I am the one who was still in denial.
Positive, but still worrying.
Factual, but still dreaming it was not true.
Could it have been later? Is the timing correct?
Guess it stemed from the uncertainity at home and at work.
How to cope and how to handover etc.
My Faith, Faith, Faith....

And most importantly the changes we are about to face on our lives.

Nevertheless, i still want to Thank God for Julian.
Who is willing to face this and brace through with change with me.
Anyway it was his fault first, isn't it? humph!

Suddenly, i can't wait for 10th September to come and let this 'news' sink into me - officially.

Currently listening to: A quiet office
Currently reading: emails
Currently watching: blank
Currently feeling: Hungry